a stone at the lakeside
As we re-approach the feeling center or our hearts - this could also be called the gentle emotional work - we cannot help but to feel through the things that are unsolved in those levels. You can see it in the news and pictures (and this is good news) - people are getting more honestly emotional.
On the heart level we are one. What does this mean? It means that we share the gentle emotional collective space as one species, as humans. This also means that the collective emotional heart is what it is at the moment: full of pain and sadness.
How do we heal our hearts? We do this by not running away from our real feelings. Last night I started to check over my childhood stories, and lots of weird fears came up. By checking them over I mean they started to rise to the surface and I speak them out to myself. This was very scary but also helpful. I could say things like: "I don't want to go there, this is too scary" or "Please spare me from this, I don't want to tell anything about it."
But when I speak them out, there are like entities around my auric field that are very helpful and they simply need this kind of release, that we would go back to our memories and share them and see what is hidden there. I could discover things that I didn't even know were so important.
For example. We used to walk next to a lakeside at our home with my family, and there was one specific big stone hidden near the shore, kind of sharp at the top and big, to climb on. We used to climb on this dark stone and hold on from the branches of trees, We knew this stone very well and it was a very specific one.
Then there was another stone, also big and at the lakeside, but on a much more open area, and easier to get to and more space on the top. We used to climb on it as well with my sisters and brother, but the feeling to me is kind of less secret. The dark sharp stone hidden and harder to get to now feels much more mysterious and important for some reason.
Now I feel that each stone has it's spirit and this specific stone could very well be the one protecting us in our lifetimes. There is an Estonian writer who wrote about natural stones being portals, Now, thinking back to it, I can feel something very mysterious, as if it would come from another dimension, emitting from that stone and still accessible for me.
On the heart level we are one. What does this mean? It means that we share the gentle emotional collective space as one species, as humans. This also means that the collective emotional heart is what it is at the moment: full of pain and sadness.
How do we heal our hearts? We do this by not running away from our real feelings. Last night I started to check over my childhood stories, and lots of weird fears came up. By checking them over I mean they started to rise to the surface and I speak them out to myself. This was very scary but also helpful. I could say things like: "I don't want to go there, this is too scary" or "Please spare me from this, I don't want to tell anything about it."
But when I speak them out, there are like entities around my auric field that are very helpful and they simply need this kind of release, that we would go back to our memories and share them and see what is hidden there. I could discover things that I didn't even know were so important.
For example. We used to walk next to a lakeside at our home with my family, and there was one specific big stone hidden near the shore, kind of sharp at the top and big, to climb on. We used to climb on this dark stone and hold on from the branches of trees, We knew this stone very well and it was a very specific one.
Then there was another stone, also big and at the lakeside, but on a much more open area, and easier to get to and more space on the top. We used to climb on it as well with my sisters and brother, but the feeling to me is kind of less secret. The dark sharp stone hidden and harder to get to now feels much more mysterious and important for some reason.
Now I feel that each stone has it's spirit and this specific stone could very well be the one protecting us in our lifetimes. There is an Estonian writer who wrote about natural stones being portals, Now, thinking back to it, I can feel something very mysterious, as if it would come from another dimension, emitting from that stone and still accessible for me.
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