I feel that it is going really well
I would say that we are now in a quite safe areas of the system. For me personally it was a challenge to somehow healthily re-integrate the male technology; however, I would now say that I feel very safe about it.
Why did I need to go to a non-technological worlds and then back to the technology and systems? I believe that this was necessary for the following reasons:
1) emotional purification of these systems. How do I do it?
I do it by making sure that whenever I re-approach a male system, such a school system, political system or a technological network, I do it as emotionally smoothly and honestly as possible. This means that if I feel bad about something, I am honest with this feeling and find the cause of it. Then after it is solved causally, I go and reconnect with as less emotional bad-traffic inside me as possible.
2) sexual re-integration of higher level pathways for the smoothening of the feminine fields
What does this mean? This means that for the energy to move well and without disruptions between these channels, dimensions and networks, it needs to be accessible by harmonious life forces. However, when the sexual energy gets stuck because of misuse or misbehave or some angry patterns, such as big hidden blockages of shame, the system also in not smooth anymore because these waves cannot go freely anymore.
Now, how to get it better?
Well, I personally have this sensitivity or capacity to feel the right timing for the sexual energies and then integrate them according to the starlight wisdom in the right time, according to other sexual interactions within this planet and subsystems. I have trained myself in the art of masturbation and I still do, so whenever I feel that something needs to be readjusted and I don't have my partner with me, I can also do it simply with my own body.
The current situation and how do I feel about it.
1) I managed to get from homeless hobo vibration -> healthy home with food -> skype connection to London easily and smoothly today. The main blockages so far were:
the male shame and the will to stay hidden
the anger, hate and unwillingness to communicate with others
lack of trust
pain in the heart/closed heart/depressive moods
2) I also feel very good about the educational systems right now. I can see many professional teachers, already having their 10th-11th chakras open and communicating thru this very effectively; also several high-level forces both within the students and the teachers with amazing capabilities to solve it with pure love and joy
Why did I need to go to a non-technological worlds and then back to the technology and systems? I believe that this was necessary for the following reasons:
1) emotional purification of these systems. How do I do it?
I do it by making sure that whenever I re-approach a male system, such a school system, political system or a technological network, I do it as emotionally smoothly and honestly as possible. This means that if I feel bad about something, I am honest with this feeling and find the cause of it. Then after it is solved causally, I go and reconnect with as less emotional bad-traffic inside me as possible.
2) sexual re-integration of higher level pathways for the smoothening of the feminine fields
What does this mean? This means that for the energy to move well and without disruptions between these channels, dimensions and networks, it needs to be accessible by harmonious life forces. However, when the sexual energy gets stuck because of misuse or misbehave or some angry patterns, such as big hidden blockages of shame, the system also in not smooth anymore because these waves cannot go freely anymore.
Now, how to get it better?
Well, I personally have this sensitivity or capacity to feel the right timing for the sexual energies and then integrate them according to the starlight wisdom in the right time, according to other sexual interactions within this planet and subsystems. I have trained myself in the art of masturbation and I still do, so whenever I feel that something needs to be readjusted and I don't have my partner with me, I can also do it simply with my own body.
The current situation and how do I feel about it.
1) I managed to get from homeless hobo vibration -> healthy home with food -> skype connection to London easily and smoothly today. The main blockages so far were:
the male shame and the will to stay hidden
the anger, hate and unwillingness to communicate with others
lack of trust
pain in the heart/closed heart/depressive moods
2) I also feel very good about the educational systems right now. I can see many professional teachers, already having their 10th-11th chakras open and communicating thru this very effectively; also several high-level forces both within the students and the teachers with amazing capabilities to solve it with pure love and joy
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