how I was doing

“So what are your origins then?”

“We believe that we are...”

“From the...?”

“When I realized this, I was sorry. You know, I am from the game master tribe, where reality would be quite natural. Like a rainy mushroom forest in a late summer.”

“And you see then?”

“I see the amount of people approaching their home galaxy.”

“And?”

“And what I see is incredible. It is almost crazy to believe.”

“??”
“Absolutely nothing or noone to integrate 4^th dimension to 11^th (galaxies). People in panic. 3^rd to 4^th completely disrupted.”

“So they start to approach you then?”

“Yes. I was sitting in my small room and then all this big transitions happen.”

“So it was a timeline thing?”

“Yes. I already talk about it a little bit.”

“You always expect the listener to be?”

“I usually expect him to be a very high-dimensional being, who can understand all of my thoughts.”

“But this is not always the case?”

“When I was doing this work, most of the listeners were “more capable” or “bigger” than me. It was just that I was at the right spot thanks to my previous practices.”

“So how did you feel?”

“It was almost like presenting an exam work, having a high-level people judging you. It was such a relief, but at the same time you know you cannot...”

“Fail?”

“You cannot be anything else than you are. Plus you have to give a “show” that’s worth watching. And it has to be understandable to some degree.”

“So you can sense the audience?”

“Yes I could sense it but could not see it. Only when people meet me with lots of hidden astral entities together with them, I can “see” them to some degree.”

“What about the Orion belt?”

“It has to do with my mother and mother line.”

“Wars and prisons?”

“Stupidity, experience and courage. My grandma went through the prison camp in cold Russia. Came back, had 4 daughters, one of them my mother.”

“And you?”

“When you talk about this specific “heritage” about who I am, it is directly linked to my past practices. You can ask Marpa.”

“You mean the cold practices in Himalayas?”

“Yes and also about the portal keeping. You know, I didn’t know much about the transitions or anything. But they keep encouraging and giving me info, even if I don’t understand at it goes to my sub-conscious.”

“Feminine-intuitive?”

“Yes, a lot of it. The female wants to survive and will do everything to get it, even if she doesn’t know how exactly she will accomplish this.”

“And now you are hiding yourself in Estonia?”

“Dalai-lama already found me. And there’s something in Estonian forests, that is really sacred and guarding the whole place. So sacred that I cannot even enter the forests again if it doesn’t allow. You all know the forest-feeling, right?”

“No we don’t.”

“Well, when you climb a tree, you are one with it.”

“Nobody does this.”

“This is how I spent my childhood and life. And I am not only hiding, I am also kept very safe I believe my some kind of mother. When someone attempts to get close to me, the mother protects through any women, I very often feel.”

“Even if you try to tell your own stories?”

“Yes.”