I recommend to get crazy

“Also... There is this thing that I don't like is that everybody wants to: 1. look perfect and 2. they want their room to be perfect. And it creates a lot of drama, because you kinda limit yourself very toughly, because you always want to meet everybody's opinions about how you should be. This is crazy, you know. And there's no such thing as... as a perfect model or how should one behave.

This is always decided from somewhere else, it's more like a feeling, more like a heart-flow, how should you act. In any environment. And now there's like many pre-set ideas how a family should look like, how a relationship should look like. But it is crazy.

When I let all of this go and I was just a craziest version of myself, a being who I truly was, the best things started to happen. And the crazier... it's not crazy but... the more I went into sudden intuitive feelings, the tiniest impulses and put all it out there, then best things started to happen, because I was daring to truly and fully be as crazy as I really was.

And this is what I would recommend. To not hold yourself back. If you are not who you truly are, who you wish to be from your heart, then you will always get this restrictions, limitations. Because you ask for them, if you pretend that you're like this perfect role model for your parents.

I tried this also, it was fun, but I was aware of it all the time. Also this systems need a complete change. We need the artist female and...”