my doubts

“I like to travel a lot. I remember when I was on a road, I was feeling so free. You don't have any obligations or nothing. You can pretty much just do whatever you feel, especially if you are alone. There's like nothing that holds you and you can be the greatest spontaneous. You don't know what will happen in the next hour.

And in my life... last summer I was in such a situation, I didn't know which planet I end up on. I was not sure at all if I would stay on Earth. And it was the first time for me to have this kind of experience. And I was hundred percent certain at some points that “of course I am going to leave this planet immediately”. But then it turned out that it was not necessary. It didn't happen.

In the forests I like to make campfire, if I somehow get the matches. And I can make campfire in the forest. Eat there, if I have some food. That I somehow get from a secret fridge. In a house where I get through a window. I really like campfire and I like dreaming.”

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“Of course, as always, I have this choice, whether or not to remain hidden or to step out in such a way that I would feel more free. This would also mean bringing in more of the emotional level from the galactic level back to the society. This would also mean setting up the schools in a healthy way. Already doing this in September. I raise the priorities. This would mean that you would have to honestly face, what is it that you truly care about. What does your soul care about.

How long have you been suppressing this emotional part of your body? I call it water. How long have you been drinking alcohol instead of pure water? Since when did you start to copy other person's sounds and lost track of your original voice?

Since when did you start taking photographs instead of painting? And also... Why would you cut the forest instead of walking through the forest and swim in a forest lake? This is one of the best things you can do.

You live your life in such a way that you don't only watch... I was having this tai chi lesson and one guy told me that people are only like this, only looking with the eyes. Secretly, we use different levels to communicate and share this information, on a different tone with me.

So many people, they only experience life like this. Only looking with the eyes, on the eye level. It is as if they crashed and now they can only turn their head a little bit. They have lost awareness that they have an whole body, they reject their body, they reject their emotions. They reject the water within their bodies.

Now, what should we do about it? First thing I'm gonna do I'm gonna go into schools, I am going to train the children in such a way that they will wake up. They will start to wake up the adults.

Also, whenever someone is attacking me with a disharmonic emotional field, I will correct the emotional field in such a way that I just remain peaceful. I also want to develop skills how to use physical touch, how to use emotional touch. To correct the disharmonic imbalances within the person's energetic field.

I might do some videos on topics on special requests, and there are many things that need to be done. This is not even my computer, I can use someone's computer just by chance. And if I truly want to make something, I need a proper equipment. It is easy, it will just come if I am ready.

I need to face the problems honestly.”